demonarium

i don't like missing birthday weeks or blink 182

you look/are gross. :(


i love you :)

i went on a ghost tour.

needed more ghosts.

i think it's funny/awkward when i see people wearing clothes they've stolen from me.


i'm sorry you were too lazy to buy your own... or have your own style. :(



jen staying in chicago is A+

yes:
graduating
benefit
sidewalk chalk with jack
flat top grill
open windows
hand holding
almost ponytail
boston terrier farts
ice cream trucks


no:
$25
flirty girls/nudes/internet
too much wind
hair not growing fast enough
cubs games
no puppy
winter fat
excuses
far away friends

i forget what it looks like.



it makes me jealous when your family members come in to get their hair done.

sometimes i hate the internet.
2 more months.
im really really happy.

patrick and i went to see hotel for dogs. i started out with just watery eyes but by the end of the movie i was for real crying. cutest ever.

I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH MY WHOLE HEART HURTS

PLEASE STOP

I WATCHED THE FUNNIEST MOVIE EVER. I KEEP THINKING ABOUT ARMPITS HANGING ON TREES.



THE WATER BROKE AT AVEDA....FREE SATURDAY OFF OF SCHOOL!!!

going to have the best year. yep.

schools almost out. ill have money.
things moving forward.
im having a puppy soon.
no psychos ever.
:)


my mom still hasnt even attempted to get in contact with me.

fine.

it would have felt a little less shitty if i would have been in chicago when she asked me not to come over for christmas. at least she gets along with her new family.

i went over to sarahs for her familys christmas instead.... her grandpa handed me $20 and told me to buy myself a beer.


my brother wont come pick me up to go to my aunts house.
im right down the road from him.
this is the second worse christmas ive ever had in my life.

i cannot wait to go back to chicago. i should have just stayed where i was.

shitty:

no snow in kentucky
almost dead meat with lindsay
about to have the most awkward christmas eve ever in history
WTF. it either is or it isnt.
fucked up eye
no megabus ticket back to chicago

acceptable:

boob time
sugar n spice weird diner with jackie
skyline time


i really dont fucking understand.

i love wall-e

my throat hurts

you should give that camera back to her

youre a combination of two people and some imaginary diseases. you have nothing of your own. he still loves her.

i want a title

excited for christmas food and gage

i had to hang up a shelf with hooks in my room the other night because i realized that i came home from kentucky with a bunch of scarves. almost everyone i saw at home wanted me to be warm. :)

you knew nothing would change, so why did you even try?
if its not a "noble" career then stfu and dont do it. idiot.

im glad i didnt go there.... nothing good would have come out of it.

throwing up in a megabus bathroom is dangerous. i was so sick.
patrick picked me up to take me to drop my things off at my apartment and i threw up more. on the side of the road.... then on the side of his car. :(

it wont stop.

we saw christmas lights and iceskaters downtown last night. i wish it would have been snowing.... and more iceskaters falling. but we did have a delicious treat!


my family is falling apart.
i hate not belonging anywhere.

HALF WAY FINISHED WITH SCHOOOOOOOOOL

anna visited.... fun.
corbie and i told a manager he was an asshole, then i got called a lesbian.


its snowing.
winter clothes shopping this friday.

CUTE GIRLS IN CHICAGO.

really?!





a lady on the bus yesterday told me that i "have a nice chest"
embarrassing.

she was right
you'll never have a real relationship with anyone.
im sorry you fucked yourself over.
again.
you believe every lie you tell.


school is fun.
i destroyed a girls eye when i was mixing color.
she lived.


i like being there as much as i have been lately.
i hope you do too.

i saw everyone i wanted to see. minus one. plus one.

funny things at skyline.
scary places.
jug of blood.
spirit cans? im laughing still.

megabus wifi is kinda cool.

its my birthday. i miss my friends.

i live with a puppy now.

:)

3-8 people are really disappointing me. 1 should try harder.

visitors...im sorry cincinnati tried to make you feel guilty for having a good time here. see you soon.


i miss you.

i had this random memory today of me laughing until i couldnt breathe.... it just made you laugh harder too.


i surprised amanda with an awesome pinata and gifts for her birthday. it was messy.